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PROJECTS~~~~~~~

One of my videos made it into AMV Hell: CE! It was a Zelda and Link comedy, technically not an anime, but I got it past the judge by mentioning the show was listed in the AMV show database on the site, hehe. There was a Sonic one I did too that almost made it. But alas, it didn't.

Zelda Comedy - The AMV segment for AMV Hell CE, this is an extended version from the one in the compilation.

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Sonic and Amy - AMV Hell skit that didn't get through

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PAST and CURRENT AMVs~~~~~~~~~~~

A few months back I had all of my AMVs on YouTube, but they got taken off for that copyright crap :/ But I had about 100,000 views total in just a few months o_o

You can download some of the good amvs I've done here.

Holy - FF7
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Undone No One 2 - Kingdom Hearts 2 - Not sure if it was the best song choice, but it turned out all right
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Lang Syne - Probably one of the best recent ones
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Sayonara - Sad one
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Goodbye Emeral - Sad one
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Fool's Paradise - DBZ
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Shadow and Maria - Somewhat sad one
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Buu Is Happy - DBZ comedy
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Anywho, it's been about a year since I last wrote in here o_O Yeah that was pretty long…. I've been too busy. Though every now and then I try to clean out journals and stuff.

Goddamn, some of you people write too many of them. I gotta figure out and delete the pointless ones and try reading a few of the important ones.

I've been keeping to myself most of the time, maybe a little too much. I've just been so busy and haven't really hung out with that many people or done anything in a long while, which is fine... cause I like being alone most of the time, and I can't stand most of my generation anyway, everyone acts the same. I'm still soul searching and meditating, just surfing through random memories, trying to think through different perspectives, and analyzing myself spiritually. But I'm still a little lost in my own mental realm/state. I just need to build up my confidence, get over this shyness and overcome a small case of social anxiety, especially when it comes to indoor crowds.

For some reason my mom thinks the therapist is the only way to solve the problems, but she's just wasting her money... because I've tried everything he's mentioned on myself, and stuff that's not on his little list. I bet I could probably even do his job, it's so easy and it's like... $100 for an hour O_o I think she's just worried that I'll be alone because of my slight shyness/antisocial-ness. But whatever, that's my problem and not hers.

I've already found out the roots of my anxiety (brother/isolation in Florida), and solutions to them on my own. So why the hell should I still need a psychotherapist? Well, at least -I'm- not paying. I've told my mom a thousand times that she's either brain-dead or really bad with money, because I've been telling her for years that I don't need a psychotherapist, and she's still throwing her money away. I bet if SHE were the one earning that money instead of my dad, she'd think twice before spending it mindlessly like that.

This month I'm trying to get a new job, since the one at NP is closed for the season. A friend's sister told me that her job pays like $13 an hour. All I'd have to do is give some kind of directions on the phone for tow trucks, or something like that. Since I have about 4 hours of brake time in between classes this semester, that could definitely work out. Hopefully I can get the job, save up for a PS3 and pay my parents back for a laptop I got over the summer.

I'd get a 360, but they are officially working on a remake of FF7, plus the system's free online play, plus DMC4 and Metal Gear Solid,. Plus.. other crap. But if I got a 360, I could play the new Sonic sooner. And then there's the Wii, damn it's a crazy month for -must have- things that no one can get :/